It’s been a while. “Stuff” has been happening and I’ve been trying my best to navigate through it all. Grief has been my ball and chain, but Grace has been my portion. The loss has seemed insurmountable at times, but God in his infinite wisdom, compassion and love has held me tighter than tight. I’ve learned to ask God hard questions without questioning the character of God. That is so difficult. I just finished reading “Divine Disruption” by the Evans family and Priscilla Shirer and Dr. Tony Evans both said that it’s ok to question God without questioning him. So over these last few months and specifically over the last two weeks I’ve done just that. His answer to me is being revealed daily. It’s been in my interaction with others. It’s been in me coming out of my comfort zone. It’s been in God opening new doors. God is so lovingly answering my questions and I love him for that. I love him for loving me unconditionally and for keeping me under the shadow of his wings. God is doing something BIG in me and with me. He’s making me to lie down in green pastures and leading me beside still waters. He’s restoring my soul. He’s saying wait on me and be of good courage. He’s Jireh!